Dear big brother
It has been 113 days since i last heard your voice, since you told me you loved me. I miss you... A lot, nothing really seems the same around here without you, when I accomplish something i cant just pick up the phone and call you, i cant just drive by your house on a Friday night... your gone.
When you died you took my whole world with you, you took my heart, my soul, my will. You left behind 3 beautiful baby’s, they miss you too. Mom and dad talk about you all the time, how we would do crazy things together, or how when mom gets off work she will drive by your house hoping to maybe get a glimpse of you one last time, or maybe she feels like she could have done something to prevent this... i know we couldn't have. Dad talks about how when he's driving to work or going to look at a job he automatically starts thinking about you.. no matter how you think he felt he loved you more than you will ever know !
I miss texting you when i get my nails done and saying “new nails who dis”, you'd tell me i was crazy and then you would ask if i wanted to hang out, i would come pick you up and then we would go get pizza... i love you so much and i am so sorry that i couldn't save you...
With all my love - your little sissy❤️