If there is one thing people close to me know, it's that I have a sick and unhealthy obsession with One Direction.Yes, I know, I am 21 years old and I should have outgrown boy bands after the Jonas Brother's downfall in 2009 but there is something about those fun-loving accent having cuties that give me goosebumps!

So...I've heard some news recently that well, let me tell you, I'm just not okay with.

Be still my fragile and weak, weak heart...

On December 30th Harry Styles was spotted with Kendall Jenner having dinner together on the Caribbean Island of Anguilla at Blanchard's restaurant.

* glass shattering *

* hearts breaking *

* the world ending *

The rumor-mill has been in a constant buzz since that faithful Tuesday a fan tweeted:

If you're a fan like I am or a celebrity gossip junkie, this is old news, but the sting is still there.

Needless to say, I'm as okay as I was when I found out about Mr. Styles and Ms. Jenner's little fling back in the winter of 2013.

Are they actually dating?

Only time can tell. Of course, both parties have denied the rumor but we all know how that song and dance goes. But they're both young, gorgeous, and deserve to have a little fun.

Regardless, it still makes me a little sad that Harry Styles is potentially off the market.

I know, I know, I know...I don't stand a chance.

Styles is a tall, dark-haired and handsome British mega-celebrity who makes thousands of dollars an hour for just looking gorgeous and singing some songs to millions of screaming girls on the regular.

And me? Well...let's not even go there.

But, despite are seemingly different lifestyles, it's always nice to know that if I ever met him, I can charm my way into his heart with my sense of humor and dazzling personality.

Only time can tell if I still have a chance or not.

But, if not, it's okay Harry. It's your loss, really.

Don't even get me started on Niall Horan and Selena Gomez...