I lost myself again haven’t I?
I’ve lost all hope again haven’t I?
Like a glowing exit sign I contemplate and end.
Is this the beginning of the end?
Is this the beginning of the end I ask myself
Should I go to that exit never to return?
Is it time not to never look back?
Is it time?
I remember then all people I will leave behind
I think of their tears, sorrow and pain.
My mother, father, grandparents, family and friends who wonder why.
The exit sign then stops glowing.