Dear Joshua,
December 7, 2018 is the day you were taken away from us. It's been 3 months since you've been gone. The hardest part of this was showing up to your house that day we got a call and hearing the words " im sorry for your loss “. The time just drags on and on reminding me every day that you're not here. December will be the hardest month without you but will also remind me of you the most. I cant even imagine what heavens like with you there. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you and miss you with all my heart. There is nothing more comforting than knowing I have a brother to protect me. I got a tattoo for you that says “ A brothers love will forever protect you “ and I believe that is very true. You always said “ If a boy hurts you I'll break their neck “ and I'm so glad I had someone that had my back like you did. I'm not not sure what I'll ever do with without you checking everyone and especially Dolly. I just wanted to thank you for pushing me whether it was on the court or in general. You helped me through my first semester of my freshman year of college and i thank you for that. You are the best brother a sister could ask for. You always treated people the way you wanted to be treated and you loved people/family unconditionally. You were always one phone call away when I needed you. I try to stay strong like you taught me. I miss you more than words can explain. I know god must have a very special job that he needed you for. I know you're watching over all of us and keeping us safe in your arms. I know I will see you again one day bubba. I love you my angel, my big brother, and my best friend. LLJ$
Love,
Your little sister/shin
Love and hug your close ones everyday.