Pulling her into your embrace that you've misled her to believe is genuine. Taking your time, while taking up all of hers. Showing that you care about her dreams and life. Making her smile. Eagerly accepting the love she gives in return, taking all she hands you. Heart on a silver platter. Trust and hope in her eyes all the while you're in disguise. Her heart may be full of love but yours holds only greed. Using her for all you need and think she's worth before you cut loose. Under the illusion that what she sees is your true face. That what she's feeling and what you say is sincere. Even going as far to lend a listening ear, so you know all about her pain. No surprise though that doesn't stop you from getting all you can and disappearing thinking that the joke was on her. Leaving her blindsided but once her mind is clear she knows about the bullet she dodged. Unworthy of the time, love and effort she gave. Being with you is the equivalent of feeding everything you have into a black hole and what you were fed, you'll never taste again or anything of its quality. She breathes a sigh of relief, no longer playing the fool. Sorry Joker, turns out all along it was you who played yourself.