I haven't felt a feeling like this in my life,
one minute I was your future the next; nothing.
You erased me like a figment of your imagination,
like not a word I said was true.
You moved on before I had the chance to say goodbye,
before I was able to come to terms with everything that had happened.
She was right there when you needed her to be I guess,
right when I was falling deeper for you and wanting you to be my forever.
That's when you move on right?
Right when the girl you wanted to share forever with falls harder for you,
Perfect time to cheat and move on.
I can't say I haven't tried to move on since then,
I have tried over and over and I end up getting hurt every time.
Used, torn, erased, and forgotten.
I never wanted to feel these things, but I wake up with the guilt of them everyday.
From here until tomorrow, I will allow myself to feel everything
From hurt to joy, and every feeling in between.
As much as I don't want to say it, you wrecked me.