I hope you read this article when you can't stop crying, when it feels like your whole world is crashing down, or when you can't eat or sleep because everything hurts. I know it does not feel like it now, but you deserve so much more. If he really loved you like he said he did you would not be feeling the way you do right now. I know right now there are probably a million questions in your head, but you have to learn that he isn't going to answer any of the questions. You have to be ok with not knowing what happened, and accept the fact that he will never truly know how bad he had hurt you.
Dont settle for someone who texts you at 2 am when he is drunk to come over. Know your worth and stand up for yourself, because there is a boy out there who will love you so deeply you will never have to question it. You will never have to ask yourself why you aren't good enough to keep him around.
You deserve to wake up everyday knowing you are loved. Don't ever question your worth, know that you deserve the entire world. You deserve to be treated like royalty. I hope you know that you shouldn't have to beg someone to love you, because the right person will love you unconditionally. Finally you deserve to have someone who is afraid of losing you so much that they never stop trying.
It is ok to be alone! Believe it or not I get it, right now it probably feels like you don't know how to be alone and it's so scary. Being single can be a good thing, take this time to focus on yourself and really focus on loving yourself. I am not going to lie there will be weeks where you go without crying and then the littlest thing will make you go back to crying nonstop over him. Keep yourself busy, but don't worry about jumping right back into the dating scene give yourself time to mourn the loss of the relationship!
You are going to do so much growing, the girl you are at this moment is not who you will be in a couple months from now. In some way you will be thankful you had to have your heart broken, because its made you into a stronger person. Stronger than you ever thought imaginable. You deserve so much more!!!
