This week, I am at Yosemite National Park in California. I’ve lived in Illinois my entire life and never before have I traveled west of Illinois. Aside from the two hour-long car rides every day and my arm being covered in a thousand bug bites, I am in complete awe.
The majestic waterfalls, the rumbling creeks, the jaw-dropping cliffs. All of it is completely new to me and it is simply amazing. During the day, I climb rocks and during the night, I see a million stars in the sky. I never knew something so beautiful existed...and it’s not man-made.
Since man has entered this world, each and every thing he has touched has altered the path our natural world follows. I think my eighth grade social studies teacher used the best word to describe it when he was talking about Columbus’s trip to America: consequential. Man has not been wholly good or wholly bad, but his presence has caused the world many consequences.
Now I may seem to be rambling and trying to be philosophical, but these have been my thoughts recently. I was actually down in the Yosemite Valley when I first heard the news story about the truck in Nice killing 84 people.
I’m sure you, the reader, have read a million stories and opinions on terrorism. It could be easy for me to be sucked into that whirlwind of hatred and complaining and I imagine you don’t want to read about that. Thus, I hope my recent experiences can give way to a new perspective on terror.
As I was standing in the Yosemite valley the other day, I felt so small. I did a present-ness exercise to fully grasp the depth of my present situation. The exercise is as follows: list five things you can see, four you can hear, three you can touch, two you can smell and one you can taste. For me, here is what I recognized:
- Sight:
- The brown, crooked bark on a gigantic tree that shot at least fifty feet out of the ground.
- The rugged cliffs that rose before me, graffitied in a mixture of browns and grays from years in the wilderness.
- A squirrel, fuzzy and brown with a white jacket munching on an old orange peel.
- My family, tired and sweaty but with looks of contentment on their faces.
- A creek to my right with the light glinting off its ever-changing surface.
- Sound:
- That creek, babbling away as it collided with rocks and other currents along its meandering path.
- A bird chirping in the distance.
- Cars, heard very faintly from the road miles away.
- Gravel shifting as it was being traversed by hikers.
- Touch
- The soft leaves of the tree beside me.
- My shirt, soaking and sticking to back with sweat.
- My camera in my hands as I tried my best to capture the beauty around me.
- Smell
- Bug spray, from the hikers around me protecting themselves from dive-bombing mosquitoes.
- Nature, a smell I can’t quite describe, but it is very clean and crisp.
- Taste
- The sweet, sweet water that meets my parched mouth after hours of climbing.
Hopefully, from these descriptions, you can somewhat paint a picture of my hike. I was deeply moved by the peace and calm of the nature around me on this small portion of land unfettered by humans.
Before I went to Yosemite, I heard about acts of terror and sighed sadly. I felt despair, sadness and anger. Now, as I emerge from this wilderness, I am changed. I have seen the Earth without the effects of humans upon it. When I see and hear about horror, I have this image, this snapshot, of Yosemite on my mind.
Nature doesn’t have evil, nature doesn’t kill millions of innocent people for no reason. I remain deeply saddened by the violence and savagery I see in the world. But now with this new perspective, I see our world almost falling apart, but I have hope because as long as patches of heaven, like Yosemite, remain and us humans are committed to allowing them to remain, there must still be good in the world.