And i will go where you all asked me not to.
And i will run there.
And i will get there without the burden of your jealousies
And i will go there without the intention of leaving legacies and memories-
Irreverently i heave a painful history off of my back.
When i reach my Gethsemane
i will try not to drown in the tears that i have held back
Excessively.
Discrepancy is key.
And i will finally arrive at that place that you knew i didn't know that i was meant to be
And i will just be.
And i will selfishly flourish into it all, into all of me.