I wish I listened Mom, to keep my door open to new faces. But don't keep it open to wide. The person I think is your best friend the first month of school will find someone else who will ask to trade places. I guess it is true, people do have two faces.

I wish I listened Mom, to go party and have fun, to relax and be cool. But keep my guard up, for the guy right next to me will make you look like a fool. He handed me my drink, continuing to be so cruel. Taking advantage of me while i was intoxicated making me miniscule.

I wish I listened Mom, to protect my heart from the very start. No boy will love me as much as you do, but sometimes I wish that I could just restart. When he told me he only used me for sex, his words attacked me like a board meets its dart.

I wish I listened Mom, you told me to move on. He did not know my value nor did I. I am moving on, trust me i try. But every now and then his face runs through my mind, I don't know what else to do but cry.

I wish I listened Mom, we both know I have a big heart. But when will it be my turn to have a fresh start, to pull my thoughts of him apart? The thoughts will come and go as they please, as I'm begging God to help me, praying on my knees.

I wish I listened Mom, but I will see you very soon. I can't wait to come home and talk to you all afternoon. All the stories I have for you, and all the hugs to give. Only time will tell to be able to forgive.

But do not worry Mom, your words are not forgotten. Nothing can stop me, especially not him. No words will bring me down, no acts will weaken me. Thanks to you, I've become the woman I've always dreamt I'd be.