There has always been this certain guy I always had feelings for. Regardless with how many times he broke my heart in the past, I always find myself go back to him. Regardless with how many times he played around with my heart, I still have feelings for him and this is exactly why I should have listened to my heart to begin with.

There are so many guys out there who are players and cheaters. They do not care. I wasted a lot of my time with many of these type of guys. It hurts to in the long run.

I will always find myself hurt over him because I always thought in the back of my mind he and I were meant to be. I always knew him growing up, which is the hard part.

Have I moved on? Yeah, I have. This time around with the next guy I spend my time with, I will have my guard up before I let myself fall way too deep.

A long the years, my heart has been cheated on, played around with, and broken by many guys I least expected it to be from. I have moved on and I know I will meet the right guy when I least expect it. I will listen to my heart first before falling too deep.