When you are torn between two guys

Who is my first love, my father or my Father? Let's put it this way, who created me in his own image? Who loved me and knew my name, my future, my story, my song, my everything when in my mother's womb? Yes, my dad my have loved me with all his being while in my mother's womb, but who created me. Yes, love. Yes, my parents love. But not just my parent's love for each other, but their love for God. And because of that love, love itself created me.

Now let me tell you, no man on this earth could ever love me more than my dad... But my Savior he is love. My dad is the one who fed me as a child, helps provide food and a wonderful education for me, loves me at my worst, uplifts and encourages me when my anxiety goes too far and brings me down, shows me the love a man should show to me one day. But who taught my father this love. Who provides for my dad? Who is the one who has taught my dad how to be successful? Because of my Heavenly Father, my earthy father can better serve and love me.

As for me, who do I choose as my first love, as the one I put my life in his hands? I choose the Lord for through him all other loves are revealed and seen as good. So am I torn between two loves? Two guys? No, because through my Father, I can love my earthly father, because I love my Heavenly Father more