When The Demons Set In | The Odyssey Online
Start writing a post
Health and Wellness

When The Demons Set In

Facing the demons of depression and anxiety.

18
When The Demons Set In
Troubled With

If you have depression or know someone who has depression, you know how hard it can sometimes be to get through the week. Having anxiety on top of that depression can make it even harder to accomplish tasks. Some weeks are much easier than others, but depression can leave you in a funk for long periods of time.

For those of you who haven't experienced depression, it can be hard to understand exactly what your friends or loved ones are going through. For some, it's hard to talk about such an emotional subject. How do you explain to others why it's so hard to get out of bed when you're not physically ill?

Depression is something that I've dealt with since my sophomore year of high school, though junior year is when things got particularly rough. I didn't really know what was wrong with me at that time, but things got to a point where I actually felt like people would be better off without me. I ended up hospitalized for about a week.

Some days I still really struggle with depression and anxiety. There are mornings when I wake up and I am so sad that I just want to stay in bed. I often end up oversleeping on those mornings, which just serves to send my anxiety through the roof. The anxiety sometimes becomes so overwhelming that I feel like I am drowning.

Some days, it's hard to explain to others exactly what I'm going through. I know that I can lose my temper on those days and give the impression that I'd rather not be around others. It can be hard to shake those vibes.

My husband is often the one who goes through the drive-thru if we are going out to eat. I can't explain it, but my anxiety gets high when I have to go through the drive-thru in the driver's seat. What seems like a small things to others causes me to absolutely panic.

In the long run, my depression and anxiety are fairly mild. I'm no longer on medication for either of them, but I do use essential oils in an attempt to stave off some of the symptoms. But why are depression and anxiety associated with such a negative stigma?

My hope is that some day we can have an overwhelmingly open sense of communication that helps others understand how serious depression and anxiety can be. With the increase in people experiencing both of these maladies, I think we are well on our way to acceptance and appreciation for the daily struggles those individuals face.

Report this Content
This article has not been reviewed by Odyssey HQ and solely reflects the ideas and opinions of the creator.
Featured

15 Mind-Bending Riddles

Hopefully they will make you laugh.

187632
 Ilistrated image of the planet and images of questions
StableDiffusion

I've been super busy lately with school work, studying, etc. Besides the fact that I do nothing but AP chemistry and AP economics, I constantly think of stupid questions that are almost impossible to answer. So, maybe you could answer them for me, and if not then we can both wonder what the answers to these 15 questions could be.

Keep Reading...Show less
Entertainment

Most Epic Aurora Borealis Photos: October 2024

As if May wasn't enough, a truly spectacular Northern Lights show lit up the sky on Oct. 10, 2024

13241
stunning aurora borealis display over a forest of trees and lake
StableDiffusion

From sea to shining sea, the United States was uniquely positioned for an incredible Aurora Borealis display on Thursday, Oct. 10, 2024, going into Friday, Oct. 11.

It was the second time this year after an historic geomagnetic storm in May 2024. Those Northern Lights were visible in Europe and North America, just like this latest rendition.

Keep Reading...Show less
 silhouette of a woman on the beach at sunrise
StableDiffusion

Content warning: This article contains descriptions of suicide/suicidal thoughts.

When you are feeling down, please know that there are many reasons to keep living.

Keep Reading...Show less
Relationships

Power of Love Letters

I don't think I say it enough...

456621
Illistrated image of a letter with 2 red hearts
StableDiffusion

To My Loving Boyfriend,

  • Thank you for all that you do for me
  • Thank you for working through disagreements with me
  • Thank you for always supporting me
  • I appreciate you more than words can express
  • You have helped me grow and become a better person
  • I can't wait to see where life takes us next
  • I promise to cherish every moment with you
  • Thank you for being my best friend and confidante
  • I love you and everything you do

To start off, here's something I don't say nearly enough: thank you. Thank you, thank you, thank you from the bottom of my heart. You do so much for me that I can't even put into words how much I appreciate everything you do - and have done - for me over the course of our relationship so far. While every couple has their fair share of tiffs and disagreements, thank you for getting through all of them with me and making us a better couple at the other end. With any argument, we don't just throw in the towel and say we're done, but we work towards a solution that puts us in a greater place each day. Thank you for always working with me and never giving up on us.

Keep Reading...Show less
Lifestyle

11 Signs You Grew Up In Hauppauge, NY

Because no one ever really leaves.

25859
Map of Hauppauge, New York
Google

Ah, yes, good old Hauppauge. We are that town in the dead center of Long Island that barely anyone knows how to pronounce unless they're from the town itself or live in a nearby area. Hauppauge is home to people of all kinds. We always have new families joining the community but honestly, the majority of the town is filled with people who never leave (high school alumni) and elders who have raised their kids here. Around the town, there are some just some landmarks and places that only the people of Hauppauge will ever understand the importance or even the annoyance of.

Keep Reading...Show less

Subscribe to Our Newsletter

Facebook Comments