Since forever, we all have looked at the stereotypical college spring break and wondered just how we could fit into that. Now that I'm finally there, I realize how fake it all is.

Sure, I heard some stereotypical girls talking about their plans for the beach and illegal drinking, but I don't fit into the equation at all. First of all, I've never really been the social type. I've always been that kid that never had conversations with the popular kids or hung out a lot. Then, no one has ever wanted me to join them because I wasn't very popular. And now, since I haven't joined a sorority or anything, I realize that now more than ever that I am an introvert.

Spring break is usually considered that time where everyone goes out and parties and fills hotels and goes to the beach every day. There's always underage drinking and bikinis and... need I go on? I'm sure we all know just what I''m talking about.

So here we go...

VERSUS

Expectation:

Reality:

I have two essays due by the end of break, and, as an English major, I can't exactly not do them.

Not to mention, finals are only a week following the return of classes.

Expectation:

Reality:

I think I'll just sit here and contemplate my life choices instead. Thanks, but no thanks.

Expectation:

Reality:

Spring isn't warm everywhere, and I'd prefer a comfy chair to a hot-to-the-touch floatable anytime.

Expectation:

Reality:

I can't even afford alcohol, let alone drink it legally. Besides, Capri Sun will forever be a favorite of mine, and if I can drink it at the beach and make it look like I'm not studying 24/7, so be it.

Expectation:

Reality:

Hey, the library will be practically empty. I might as well take advantage of it and get some work done... or catch up on sleep I'll be missing in the week following break. I imagine anything will feel comfortable when it comes to the amount of time I'll need to do my assignments.

Spring Break? More like pre-finals week.

I am not sure how many people can relate to me. In fact, I doubt even my friends can. During this spring break, I will be sitting here binge-watching Netflix and gaming playlists on YouTube all while sleeping as late as I can and eating whatever I can afford. On the side, though, I still have essays to write and studying to do for the final exams in two weeks from today. After all, I can't afford to lose my scholarships because I wanted to have fun so close to summer.

I'll get my rest and fun eventually, but for now, I'm going to sit here and try not to procrastinate.

May the odds be ever in your favor, no matter how you're spending your break.