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What It's Like To Lose Your Childhood Best Friend

Only the good die young.

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What It's Like To Lose Your Childhood Best Friend

My childhood best friend died earlier this year. They say that "Only the Good Die Young" and I believe that to be true.

Morgan was a 20 year old, bright soul who had an amazing talent, he was incredibly music inclined. I grew up listening to him and dreaming of the day I could be that good at guitar. We were always together. I was there when he broke his leg, graduated from High School, and when he said he wanted to move away to make something of himself. Unfortunately addiction and heartbreak cut that short.

I've lost many to addiction, some drug, some alcohol, and some others. It's never easy because you find yourself wondering if there was more that you could have done but you need to remember that it not your fault.

It's been hard for me because I often wonder what would have happened if I had paid attention more to his posts. Lyrics speak the truth when we can't find the words and that's what he used to express himself, lyrics. �But sometimes life gets in the way and for me that's exactly what happened, I went to college and Morgan stayed home to save up money for what he wanted in life.

The distance put a strain on our relationship. And when I did go home I no longer lived just down the road from him. He was working and I was busy doing other things. I didn't know he was slipping and how bad it all was. I regret everyday not reaching out to him more. But I know that he wouldn't want me to feel like it was my fault or anyone else's for that matter.

He had a big heart and was very caring, I strive to be more like him in that way everyday. I learned a lot from him in our short time like the fact that life is precious and that we need to love to the fullest. Don't be afraid to go into the unknown and go out and make things happen. Reach out to those you love and care for more often.You are loved, you do matter, and what you do is important.

My heart will always have a spot missing that will never be filled but my memories help. I will always remember us as those kids running around the yard playing and nothing can take that away from me. Now when I hear AC/DC, Pink Floyd, or "Drift Away" by Uncle Kracker I'll always think of you. Thank you for giving me great memories and great music taste.

Losing you was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. Time will help but I will never stop missing you. I love you, Morgan. Rest in Peace, beautiful soul.

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