I've bought the organized Lilly planner's, the sticky notes, the color coordinated binders, and the weekly white board calendars. Most of these things have gone unused after a few attempts at me trying to be organized. To-do lists are left un-crossed off and homework is rushed last minute, whether I plan out a schedule or not, it is always disrupted with one thing or another. Come Friday evening, my hair is a mess, my room is a mess, but my life somehow is put-together.
I joked one day with a friend that if you ask me to do something, I will most definitely get it done, but I'll have to take a nap first. This statement is definitely not very far from the truth and anyone that knows me knows that I really enjoy a good power nap (Are 2-3 hour naps too long to be a power nap???) and do my best work after resting for a while. Unfortunately, the problem with being a college student is that when you lay down for a nap after class and before you know it, it's 7 PM and time for dinner and then it's midnight and you've literally done everything but your homework. But, it's fine because you took a nap, so you can stay up as late as you need to. The only problem with this system though is that its a never ending cycle of napping and late night homework--almost inescapable once you're in it. Don't worry, next semester will be different you tell yourself, then next semester comes and maybe things are different for a week or two, but then the cycle hits once again and your life is filled with late night and afternoon naps.
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In high school health class my junior year, we took a quiz that told us whether we had a Type A or Type B personality. My health teacher was surprised to know that I, the class president and honor roll student, am in fact a Type B person. To most people who don't actually know me I seem motivated, organized, and put-together. But, my close friends know that this is not how I actually am. My homework is generally finished last minute or early in the morning and my attention span lasts at most for 5 minutes. So, how is a "messy" person like myself an honors student involved in many different activities with leadership roles while also maintaining an off-campus job?
Honestly, I'm not actually sure how I manage to do these things. Sometimes, I'm a whirlwind of chaos and the stress makes my hands shake and my mind race. But, I also know that day by day schedules and an organized life would make me even more nervous. It's in my messy life that I find a balance between work and play and I find things that interest and excite me. It's not always easy and sometimes I do have to pull out the color coded binders and sticky notes. If it were't for the notes and reminders on my phone, I'm not sure I could continue to function as a normal human being. But, at the end of the day I always remind myself to breathe and relax, it doesn't matter if I have the paper of my life due the next day or if it's just a regular day, I know that when my alarm goes of in the morning everything will be alright. But, I'll probably press snooze a couple times first.
