It's a shame that we live in a world that constantly judges you. Everywhere you go, someone is going to look at you differently. People in society will judge you regarding your race, ethnicity, appearance, gender, sexuality, and more. How is one supposed to feel if they constantly have a target on their back?
It's hard to fake a smile everyday but it's a shame that we have to. America is supposed to be a country full of freedom but there is no freedom if you are not living life the way you want. One of the worst feelings in life is feeling like you are not nor never will be good enough for people or even society. Drastic measures are taken to please others but that is never good enough.
Citizens in society eventually push you to the point where suddenly feel worthless. After that point , you suddenly lack emotions and question yourself if the world will be better off.