I want to be good enough.

I want to be able to wake up in the morning and be completely confident in myself. I don't want to look in the mirror and hate what I see. I don't want to cringe at the sound of my own voice on video.

I want to be good enough.

I want to walk down the streets with confidence that I will not trip and embarrass myself. I want to be able to speak my mind without caring what others will think. I don't want to hide behind a facade of happiness and confidence when I do not feel good enough.

I want to be good enough.

Everyday people just like me think these same things. Most of the time we blame society but fail to blame ourselves as well. We also play a part in our own lack of confidence. We do not try to love ourselves enough. We never try to think of the positives, only the negatives. Instead of "this dress makes me look fat," we should be thinking "wow my hair looks great today." Do not just focus on the bad. Seek out the good in every situation.

I am one of the biggest offenders when it comes to this. Most of the time the only thing I am capable of thinking about is the bad. Not just when it comes to looks either. I think that whenever I speak in front of others I will stutter. I think that whenever I step out of my comfort zone something bad will happen to me. I never look at the positive. I never think positive but I expect to be good enough.

I want to be good enough.

I don't want to feel self conscious in a bathing suit. I don't want to cry because I feel ugly in every outfit I put on. I don't want to come off as anti-social, but crowds scare me and I suck at speaking to strangers.

I want to be good enough.

I get up everyday and put a smile on my face, even if it is fake. I go through the day and I live life. I am polite to others and I am respectful. I give every single task throughout the day my all. I may not feel beautiful, smart, or liked by many people, but I know that to someone I am good enough.

I am good enough.