The frigid waters are are a calming wake.
Slowly taking the pain away.
Cradling, cooing
However suffocating--
Salty tears are lost among
the fast, fresh water
Terrorizing from within.
Can’t see, Can’t breathe
Everything’s caving in
The lights flicker off
Desperately leaving,
nothing but darkness--
Drowning, gasping, screaming
I close my eyes to seal my fate
When life feels like a dream
and dreams like reality
I’d rather float away,
Than to lose myself to insanity.
Flying, scratching and clawing for air,
but what? Didn’t I want to be here.
So much life yet to be lived,
Love to be discovered,
Lips to be kissed.
It can’t end here,
Not like this.
I’ve only dreamed in color
about the future and simple bliss.
Although the premonitions may be frightening.
Nothing’s worth giving up.
There’s so much more I have yet to love.