falling in love with someone you shouldn't have
like they placed a tender kiss on your abdomen
letting their soft slick lips linger over bare flesh
before sweetly sticking in their butcher's knife
carving out your still beating heart from your chest
and gripping it so tightly between their closed hands before it bursts
and
yet
you still wonder what their palms would feel like closed over yours
love me madly
love me violently
love me gruesomely
or don't love me at all
our love will be disgusting
because we are disgusting
broken people filled to the brim with poison
but it's your sickness i crave
rather than face my own
can two fucked up things be capable of making something beautiful
or is everything we touch
as ugly as us