If you were to ask me what I learned in English class yesterday my mind would probably go blank, but if you were to ask me what I wore on the first date that I had with my boyfriend, then I would most likely be able to tell you every single detail. Remembering these small things is both a blessing and a curse, blessing because on the bad days I can just remind myself of all the reasons why I love him so much, and a curse because on the bad days I remember every single thing he has ever done to piss me off.

So with Valentine's Day coming up and what not, I decided to share with you guys a playlist that I made at the beginning of my relationship with Roland. Throughout these eight months, I’ve added songs to it that remind me of little moments that we’ve shared together.

So here they are:

Wanted by Hunter Hayes

Love Me Like You Do by Ellie Goulding

Marry You by Bruno Mars

Drunk in Love by Beyoncé

Work from Home by Fifth Harmony

Heathens by Twenty-One Pilots

Gorilla by Bruno Mars

Andas En Mi Cabeza by Chino & Nacho

Give me Everything by Pit-bull

Don’t Let Me Down by The Chainsmokers

Happy by Never Shout Never

Can’t Stand It by Never Shout Never

Controlla by Drake

Swear it Again by Westlife

If I Let You Go by Westlife

Love On Top by Beyoncé

Starboy by The Weekend

Side to Side by Ariana Grande

Good For You by Selena Gomez

Love On The Brain by Rihanna

Dear R, I can only hope that I will continue to add songs to this playlist for the rest of my life.

-Love always, M.

p.s I'll hand you a letter with the meaning of each of these songs tomorrow, let' just say some are too inappropriate to share with the rest of the world