And I care.
I question if I care correctly,
Is there a correct way to care?
Do I care too much or do I not care enough?
I know what it is like to feel alone,
I also question my existence.
Pain is stuck inside of me,
But it doesn’t hurt it just feels very empty.
I second-guess everything I do,
Am I doing and living right?
The words I speak do not have meaning,
Even though I try to put my heart into them.
Am I like my words?
And also mean nothing?
I do not like second-guessing,
But I’ve been doing it that it is now a habit.
All I want is for my love to be accepted,
I want more than words.
I don’t want anyone to know I care,
I want people to BELIEVE I care.
And I want to also believe them.
Just accept my Love,
If it isn’t too much to ask could it also be returned?
