An hour before I'm scheduled to begin, I am walking to work. I want some time to myself to sit, write, drink my coffee, and prepare for my day.
Headphones in, I am cognizant of my surroundings as I make my way down the street.
I am tired. I need coffee. I want to go to sleep.
A block from the office, I pass a man to whom I give no thought.
Half a block from the office, that same man confronts me, tapping me on the shoulder.
It's 8am. What could he possibly want?
I'm startled. I don't expect someone I don't know to come talk to me, let alone touch me to get my attention. When I look his way, he is smiling a friendly, unassuming smile and holding a folded napkin in front of me.
Thinking I can hear him, he speaks.
I see his lips moving, but can't hear him over the sound of my music.
"What?" I ask, taking a headphone out of my ear.
"I don't mean to startle you," he says, "but I saw you walking down the street and wanted to let you know that I think you're very beautiful. This is for you."
I confusedly take the napkin, thanking him, wondering if I had dropped it at some point while I walked, still not registering what's going on.
"What is this?" I ask. He smiles.
"It's my number," he says, still smiling.
"Oh," I say, "well, thank you."
Then he asks my name.
Dumbfounded, I tell him. He tells me his, too, and I shake his hand like I would with any other stranger I was just meeting.
I don't remember his name.
As I'm getting ready to walk away, he playfully asks me if I'll be calling him, to which I nervously laugh and say, "Maybe." He gives me the old, "Aw, come on now," but I don't respond.
I keep walking down the sidewalk past the office entrance.
I don't want him to know where I work.
I don't know what else to say or do, but no matter how nice this guy seems, all I want to do is get into the office and be left alone.
I tell him to "have a good day!" as I walk away - a method of ending the conversation. I make out that he says "you too!" while continuing to talk after me.
I am no longer listening.
I swiftly walk until I reach the corner of the block, turn right, and go to the side of the alley behind the office. I figured I'd wait about 5 minutes until he walked down the block and out of sight so I could unlock the doors and get inside.
I look down at my phone to check the time and coincidentally see the napkin with his number on it.
Why did I stop to talk to him?
Suddenly, I hear a car horn honk. It's the man.
He followed me where I walked to get away from him.
He watched me as I walked away.
Scared, I look up and see him with his window unrolled.
He speaks at me.
"Don't forget about me," he coyly says with a mischievous smile.
Not even two minutes had passed from our first interaction.
He followed me.
He idles in his car, blocking the right lane, waiting for a response.
"I won't," I stupidly reply, nervous he is going to come closer.
He smiles and keeps speaking, but I quickly walk back towards the office, looking over my shoulder with every second step I take.
My breathing has become shallow. My heart is in my throat. My small hands are clammy as I reach for the door.
I am fumbling with the keys, shaking - afraid he is watching me again.
Gold key first, then silver. Or is it silver, and then gold?
I am worried he's going to circle the block and come back around.
I couldn't get the key in.
He followed me once; he'll do it again.
I couldn't get the key in.
He knows my name.
I couldn't get the key in.
But he doesn't know my number.
I got the key in.