The world breaks in whispers,
you can hear it in the way we love
like cracked ribs and black coffee
we don't believe in anything
but still die like martyrs
just a bunch of broken people trying to keep from getting forgotten about,
so we run across the horizon in the failing sun
too fast and too fickle to show us where we came from.
We are a mess of backlight highways
and rundown waffle houses,
we are unmarked gravesites,
and pressed flowers in a beaten bible,
next to the one verse you can still trust.
We are thin skin covering nothing but shaking wishbones
break us to make us stronger.
I wish we could all dance together.
The earth would play new wave reggae,
garage rock or soft lullabies
and we would listen with our whole bodies
tuned to the key of luminescent beauty
we will dance,
in sticky feet on blades of grass
slotted between warm toes and we will
drink from the rim of the sky when it’s the color of hard crimson
and my heart
listen to the rain beat down
and don’t tell me it doesn’t sound like everything we’ve ever lost
is finally running back home.
Let me be that part of the poem,
the part where we are driving 80 miles an hour down the freeway
screaming about how love doesn’t exist,
and I am listening with my whole body
to the heartstrings dangling from our backs,
all out of tune
and humming softly.
we are gospel choirs,
we are a thousand hallelujahs at daybreak,
we are that sweet, southern rots-your-teeth-tea,
and butterfly wings.
we are fragile,
we are spinning,
but thank God,
we are still here.