As I walked down the aisle

to you,

cameras flashed

what I thought was our future

right in front of my eyes.

I was a mum

You were a dad

Nothing stood in between us.

Except her.

I'm not one to give second chances

but I loved you that much.

Foolish of me to have trusted you twice.

I can't let anyone in

without fear

of trust.

I keep myself up at night

fighting with my mind

to open up again.

I once felt worth

of love

now I don't even trust myself

to believe those thoughts.

Although it's hard now

One day,

I will trust again.

I will find him

and I'll be happier with him

than I ever was with you.

Trust me.