As I walked down the aisle
to you,
cameras flashed
what I thought was our future
right in front of my eyes.
I was a mum
You were a dad
Nothing stood in between us.
Except her.
I'm not one to give second chances
but I loved you that much.
Foolish of me to have trusted you twice.
I can't let anyone in
without fear
of trust.
I keep myself up at night
fighting with my mind
to open up again.
I once felt worth
of love
now I don't even trust myself
to believe those thoughts.
Although it's hard now
One day,
I will trust again.
I will find him
and I'll be happier with him
than I ever was with you.
Trust me.