To my sister,
I know we don’t talk, but I want you to know that no matter what, you will always be my sister. I don’t know how you feel about me, and I’m sure you don’t think of me as being your sister. But I will always see you as my sister. I have watched you grow up from a distance, and I’m so proud of the young lady you are today. It truly sucks to not be able to be there for you and stand up for you when someone gives you a hard time. It’s hard to not talk to you but know you are there. Every part of it is hard for me. I just wish we could do things that sisters do.
I feel worthless as a “sister” for not being able to be there for you. I wish I knew what your favorite color was. I wish I knew who your favorite baseball player was. I wish you could call me when you had a bad day just to vent. And I wish you could call me just to talk about everything and anything.
You’re the only sister I have and will ever have. And I wish that we had a bond like other sisters have. Maybe in time we will be able to have some type of relationship where we can talk more and learn more about each other. Thinking that practically 10 years have gone by without seeing you or getting to know you makes it all the worse.
I wish I could cheer you on at your sporting events and help you get ready for your school dances. I wish I could help you pick out what college you want to go to and give you words of wisdom. I wish we could go to lunch together or go to the movies together. Anything to spend some time with you and get to know you as my sister would mean the world. Even watching paint dry.
I wish you all the best in life. I hope you never get your heart broken. I hope you fall in love. I hope you graduate and go on to college. I hope you live your life with no regrets. I wish the best for you and your future. And I wish that maybe one day I can be a part of your life.
I miss you so very much, and I will always think of you as my little sister and will love you as so. I will always be just a phone call away for anything it is that you need or want to talk about. I hope you never forget that.
Love,
Your big sister




















