City that never sleeps. That's what they call it, big city, bright lights all around you -- its perfection! Subways going here and there, uptown and downtown, people scattered everywhere. The streets are always packed tight, like the cigarettes that I consume to my sinful lips, when i'm walking through the streets. Especially at night, the sins that I witness does nothing but want to make me do so , I can live how I want to -- why not ? I have to provide for myself and my well being. As I slowly put on my knee-high boots and strap the last tight strap around my neck that holds my bosom so close to my delicate soul I continue to think about the good, the bad, the ugly, the never-changing. When I get close enough for the other eyes to watch me, I move my delicate yet seductive body in ways of such that at times I forget exactly who I am. Hips rocking left and right, the pink and blue lights that shine all over my body, my face, my eyes stays lit while I am the center of attention. The stage is how I live my life throughout the day, always the center of attention, always put first by others -- but at night its a different concept, I am the center of attention, but for the sinful minds that are sent to me. I look in the crowd and see the faces that all have their money ready and their bloodshot devil eyes staring at my temple. I am in hell -- but its not fiery-- more dry yet sinful... Satan's Sinful. There are some nights where I am open for the taking, its always a risk but I live for it.. my regulars call me the devil because I make them want to participate in the sins too-- every time I knock they can't help but to let me in. Their souls are mine for the taking. As my clothes fall down gently from my body and the kisses touching my skin, oh so soft I have no remorse, no emotion of what is happening, its as if i was lifeless. My alter ego is exactly that -- Luna lives for the dirty ways and powerful greed. 6 stacks by the early morning she walks out still with her pride and dignity and in a short few hours Brooklyn will be awake -- Brooklyn and Luna see things differently from others, the lives they live, so complex but the same at the same time. Brooklyn is the definition of a hipster, she values independent thinking -- everything around her is so unique, the people and friends she surrounds herself with is something she truly adores, she continues to learn new things and understand people's way of living -- when I am alone I always stay hipster by day, sinful walking soul by night-- Luna and Brooklyn both walk with the Lord but the Devil never stops his attempts with the two delicate souls. In this New York State of Mind, it can be hard for 1 person, 2 souls -- we go about things day by day -- each with different surprises and blessings around every corner, but between whoever is reading this and myself...its our little secret. Shh.
