I miss you. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. I had so many great memories with you and I wish I could go back and relive them again. You were a big part of my life and I miss you dearly. To this day I still can't imagine that you're gone. It's hard to believe that someone can just be taken away from you like that. And I wish you were still here today.
It seems like just yesterday you were teaching me how to knit, play games with my sister and I, and braiding my hair for me all when I was young. You taught me so much when you were here. Especially how to love and care for others.
That's what I loved the most about you. You were the sweetest, gentlest, and most kind-hearted person that has ever been apart of my life. I never once saw you mad. You always were laughing and smiling. You put everyone else before you. Always making sure your family's happiness came before yours.
And with all that you've done for me, I wish I could have done for you. I always wonder how everything would be if you were still alive. I still had so much I wanted you to be apart of in my life. Being there for when I graduated high school or when I got my first job. I had so much I wanted to experience with you and still do. Like watching me walk down the aisle when I get married, watching me graduate college, and even getting to meet my kids when I have them. However, even though you aren't with me physically, I know you're still with me spiritually. Looking out for me and being my guardian angel.