It's not nice.

What I mean when I say "girls like me" is not a girl of average height, brown hair (although it changes as often as my mood does), brown eyes, tan skin, and someone who is fairly thin. What I am trying to say with "girls like me" is as in girls who love and like with everything and everyone. Girls that do fall in love with every pretty little thing. Girls that would give the world for the people they love. Girls that fall in like with every boy they meet because she finds something worth liking, hell she might even love it at their first encounter. How you grab her nose playfully. How you place your hand on her lower back perfectly. How you tell her all the right things that she needs to hear. Or at least how you tell her all the right things she wants to hear. How you take her out. How you two have the best time together. How you compliment her, making her feel special. How you allow her to go wild and have fun while still keeping an eye out for her.

You know what, you might even actually really like this girl. You might have even liked me at one point. Or was that, all of that, just done out of habit. Just done to girls because you want to feel loved. To girls, a girl, me. Was all of that just part of a game? Do you really just want to keep on playing and playing by yourself. I mean you aren't technically playing by yourself because you are using girls like me, easily swept off their feet, to entertain yourself. To fill that gap in your life, to feel loved or maybe just wanted.

Stop, please.

I am not saying I fell for you, you know I didn't but what about all the other ones before and after me? Do they have good self-esteem? Do they know how to play the game? Do they even know that there is a game to play? That they are pieces in your board game that you change and exchange and swap and use and lose? Stop using girls like me to feel loved. To have them for a while and then getting rid of them like if they were nothing.

Because they were something. They were if only for a moment or maybe even a second, someone that you actually liked. You might still do. Why then use them for a sense of feeling loved. Of feeling like you have someone there?

Is your life really that lonely? You're a good lookin' guy!! You can get any girl you want, I mean you do have practice so why not use all that experience and put it to good use. Use your flirtatious ways, your smart mouth, and your light touch to get a girl for good. One that you actually like and see a future (not saying marriage), a date in a few weeks maybe!

We all want to feel loved, I get it. I am one of them. Join the club. But it's not right to use people to feel loved. It's not right. Take it from a girl who has used a guy to feel loved and who has been used by a guy to feel loved. Karma is a b*tch but what can I say. What goes around comes around, so be ready boy.