To my friend who deserves better,
You dont get how bomb you are do you?
You have so much going for you and yet the one thing holding you back is him.
You dont deserve the boy who treats you badly but has excuses for it.
There are no excuses for the things he does to you. No matter how much you love him he doesnt love you enough to treat you better babygirl. Maybe he doesnt physically hurt you but mentally he's destroying you princess. He's the reason you second guess everything in your life, even when it comes to friends. PSA ITS OKAY FOR YOU TO HAVE YOUR OWN FRIENDS AND YOUR OWN LIFE. He makes you feel bad to make himself feel better his own insecurities he turns into jealousy towards you. He becomes overwhelmed with guilt and acuses you for the things he's done wrong. His half way through a conversation deleted text messages aren't just a coincidence no matter how much you want to believe that they are. The pictures he likes no matter how much you stress to him that it bothers you should tell you how much he really cares about your feelings. If he respected you he wouldnt make you look like a joke to his friends when you take him back time after time again. He wants you but doesnt want to be tied down and thats not fair of him. You deserve a man who texts you right back or at least lets you know when hes gonna be busy not a boy whos phone dies and you dont hear from for hours. You deserve a man who wants you and only you, who loves your body just the way it is and would never want you any other way, not some boy who makes you feel insecure so you dont eat for days hoping to lose a couple pounds and then maybe he'll want you as much as those girls in the pictures. You need to realize it on your own but youre perfect for someone out there who is going to do the right things for you. Take you out show you off and never make you look stupid. You deserve better.
Forever and always
Your brutally honest bud.