To The Girl's Heart I Broke ,

If you feel that your ex is writing this about you, it is true. I am sorry. I am sorry for all the hurt that every guy has caused you. I thought I could be the exception and learn to treat you like the diamond that you are, but I failed. I was selfish. I could not see past my stubborn ways and it hurt our relationship and especially our friendship. I wanted to prove you right in every single way, but I failed. I could not love you because I did not love myself. Giving you a piece of my heart was probably the most difficult thing, and I will never get that back. You were my first relationship outside of high-school and I took everything for granted. From cooking me breakfast to late night movies, you made every ounce in me happy.

Even though I am hurting because you have moved on, I am learning to love myself more and more everyday. You showed me how I should treat anyone, including myself. You showed me that it is okay to be selfish. That it is okay to put yourself first. You also showed me that I deserve better friends. I have taken everything you have taught me and made a change within my life.

If only you could see the improvements that I have made within my life. I started going to counseling again and I started to seek help for my depression and anxiety. I removed people from my life that were toxic. You inspired so much change in my life and if only you could see the person I am today, I believe you would give me a second chance.

You deserve someone that puts you first. That will treat you like the diamond that you are. Someone that will push you to the best that you can be. That helps foster your love in Christ and help reach your maximum potential spiritually.

I am sorry that was not me, but if I could go back I would not change a thing. I would not because you helped me realize who I am and how I deserve to be treated. I just wished that I could have treated you like the diamond that you are. I hope your next boyfriend makes you nothing but happy and I hope he can fill the shoes that I was never able too.

Sincerely,

The Guy Who Has Found Himself