Dear You,
It's hard for me to know how to start something I hoped I'd never have to write. I thought it would turn out differently, and honestly, I thought this wasn't who you were.
But unfortunately, here we are.
You only want me at your convenience. When things are good, they're great, but most of the time, they're not because of whatever excuse you decided to come up with that day. That's where a lot of this problem lies: everything has to revolve around you. Whether or not you want to talk to me depends solely on whatever mood you happen to be in at that time. You like to come around when you're bored or need something, acting like I'm not smart enough to see that. I'm done with this, though.
So, next time you decide to hit me up because it's late or you're bored, don't look for a reply from me. I deserve better than this- a lot better actually. I deserve someone who is willing to stand by me through it all, not just whenever he feels like it or thinks he "might have time" to listen to what I'm going through. You've created an emotionally exhausting cycle that left me feeling inadequate, and I refuse to take a part in it any longer.
The sad thing is that you don't even know what you lost. I would have walked to the ends of the earth for you, but you were too busy chasing other things to realize what you had. It's okay, though, because I'd rather be alone than with someone who doesn't recognize or respect my value.
Whether or not you even read this, isn't the point. The point is that I'm not the only girl that has felt like this and there are others that need a little reminder that they are worth so much more than that. A guy who only wants you on his terms is a guy no girl needs in her life, and I'm thankful I finally realized that. I wish you the best in life, just know that it doesn't include me anymore.
With upmost sincerity,
The Girl You Didn't Have Time For
