You won't know this is about you until I send this to you.
Thank you for breaking my heart (not sarcastic at all, in the most sincerest way possible). It turned me into the person I am today. It made me more confident in who I am and helped me see the importance of loving myself. It helped me realize If I actually wanted it or not. The more I saw someone filming something or saw someone taking pictures of the city from the brown line, the less I cared. This experience shaped me. It made me stronger. And I moved on when I wanted to move on. I gave myself closure and that was basically me giving myself re-assurance as to why it didn't work out/why you left. I'm now realizing that healing is linear and it's okay to be sad. I lost you but I found myself and that's exactly what I needed.
I appreciate the memories and I found peace in knowing that whatever is meant for me, will be mine. I'm creating the life I've always dreamed of having and I'm giving myself everything I wanted you to give me. I know you won't give me the closure that I need because you weren't/aren't aware of your own self actions. I've learned that heartbreak is completely healthy. And normal. It means I'm healing. Being sad is okay. Healing isn't always one straight line. It's going to be linear.
Thank you x a million times, again.