I used to think about our future almost constantly, even after all the abuse, I still wanted to make something of us. I guess that’s what happens when you invest your all into someone who doesn’t deserve it, you lose little pieces of yourself while searching for answers you’ll never receive. I didn’t know it at the time, but our last big fight, you know the one where you ended up in jail, that was the best thing that could’ve happened to me at the time.

I loved you more than you could imagine, and I’ve finally forgiven you, but not for you, for ME. I deserve to be happy, loved and overall comfortable enough to let you know that you didn’t break me. No matter how hard it was to let go, I did and I’ve always been proud of myself for never looking back.

When you’re abused, wether it be emotional, mental or physical abuse, you have only two options; become a victim or a survivor.

So, This is me telling you to formally go fuck yourself. Because I am a survivor who knows her worth and knows that everything you put me through was only to help me realize everything I never wanted. This is where I quote Fall Out Boy and say “thanks for the memories even though they werent so grand...” but in all reality this really is my mic drop. Shove the memories up you’re you know what ✌🏼✌🏼✌🏼