I wish I could go back to the time where our friendship ended or just faded away. I am sorry I don’t keep in touch anymore. Life has gotten in the way. You are probably not sure if this is for you, but if we were ever friends, this is for you.

I wish we could have kept our friendship going because I’ve never regretted being friends with anyone. You helped me through things that I could never repay you for.

Having friends has never been my forte. I have a tendency to push people away because I am afraid to get hurt. My whole life I have had a problem with keeping friends. I don’t know why. Maybe we hung out every day and we just stopped. I’m sorry. I know this won’t make up for the lost time, but maybe we can get back in touch. I need healthy relationships in my life. My goal for 2017 is to make lasting friendships, but maybe I did have a friendship that would last a lifetime, and I just gave up on it. So this is for you, this is me reaching out. I just want you to know that I will always care about you and I cherish the memories we did make. If you ever need someone to talk to I am always here for you.

I know in the past I used to say that all the time, but I really mean it. Life has gotten so hard since the last time we talked. When I am scrolling through social media, and I am not going to lie, I look through your pictures. It makes me so happy to see old friends smiling, but I know sometimes when I’m smiling in a picture it doesn’t mean my life is perfect, so if you need someone to talk to I am fully open to just listen to you. Sometimes all a person needs is for someone to listen to them.

So as you enjoy college, a new job, an engagement, a marriage, a baby, or anything life changing just know that I am thinking about you and I am extremely happy for you.