Hey there bestie gal,
I really miss you!!! Who would’ve thought leaving you to go college would be this difficult. I guess it wouldn’t be so bad if we weren’t 623 miles away, but it is. I wish I had the ability to call you up and be like, hey, let's go see "Moana," but due to the distance that isn't always an option. I miss those days where I’d casually walk into your house, greet your entire family, and just lay in your bed for hours doing nothing. I miss those nights where we made your brother try the random mystery doorstep cookies before we did in order to prove they weren’t poison. I miss our CIT summer when we tried walking from one end of your neighborhood to the other, not in the right state of mind, and us thinking it was totally fine when looking back it really wasn’t. I miss being in school with you. Even though our high school wasn’t the best place on Earth and we couldn’t wait to leave, now I would do almost anything to have one more class together. One more freshman year English lit circle group with you. One more suspension with you... well, OK that might be taking it a little too far, but seriously Jor I really miss you!!
I know it was inevitable that we would go our separate ways at one point in our lives, I just didn’t think it’d be so soon. Saying we went our separate ways seems a bit dramatic, we’re just in other states, not completely out of each other's lives. We don't talk every day, but that is more than ok!! We aren't meant to be attached to each other's hips 24/7. Space is good..you know what they say, distance makes the heart grow fonder. I enjoy the daily spam of Snapchats I receive ensuring that I know you’re happy at school. I love the relatable memes we tag each other in on facebook, ensuring that we are both equally screwed up as the other. I know you’ve made other friends in college, I mean we all knew it was going to happen you literally make friends with everyone. I’m happy you made friends and found your home away from home in aephi. Sometimes I wish I made the decision to go to UCF, not with you, but just to still be around you, but I know deep down this separation was good for us. If anything it’s brought us closer together. It’s showed me that no matter what is going on in each other’s lives we still make it a point to make sure one another is doing ok.
I love you so much, Jordy!! Thanks for being my go-to, partner in crime, other half, but most importantly my BFF.
Love ya always xoxo