You don't know me and I don't know you, but I already love you and I pray for you daily.
There are some things you should know about me while you're getting to know me. Even though it works out in the long run, the getting there will be hard and trying.
It will take me a while to trust you.
I've been used, lied to, and abandoned. Past relationships have made me into who I am, but I won't let them define me. But because of those relationships, it will take me a while to willingly open up and let you in without the fear of you hurting me. I've been hurt a lot, some by ones I never even dated, so please be patient with me as I am learning that you truly love me and are there for me.
When I do trust you, be prepared because I fall quickly.
It will probably scare you as much as it scares me, but just know since you have my heart, nobody else will love you and care for you as much as I will. I will be there for you at your lowest and your highest. Everything you do, I will always look for the good in it. Please be careful with my heart because it is very sensitive and only wants the best for you.
I am very stubborn.
I give off a tough exterior, but I hate fighting and will almost always break down when you put me in my place (which will need to be done a lot). I will need someone understanding and able to put up with me half of the time instead of pushing me aside.
If we can get past these, we can get past anything. An apology in advance to whoever marries me because I am a handful, but I guarantee I'm a handful that will love you with all of my heart.