I'm not going to lie. I did like you, I might've even loved you. Obviously, enough to waste my valuable time on someone like you. However, I have since realized that the way you "make me feel" is not good enough anyway. Yes, you "loving me" felt like I was walking on a cloud. Not good enough to continue living the way I was. Your words faded and so did you. And now there is just me.
Making it work.
I never needed you.
I wanted you. That is crucial. I. WANTED. YOU.
I stopped wanting you and you lost value. I lost nothing.
Good luck in life. One day you'll look back and realize you were wrong.
And I am worth way more than you could've ever imagined.
Alright, now that my rant is over... I honestly do want life to treat you well. I want you to understand that things happen for a reason and that just because you feel a certain way doesn't mean everyone else feels the same. No matter how involved we were; even if we only knew each other for a short time, breaking up with you took something out of me. I never wanted to make you hurt, that has never been the intention. I made the decisions I made based on what I thought and still think is best for both of us. Obviously, we don't see eye to eye on that subject.
However, disagreements are a part of life and they help us grow and make something out of the time we are given. I hope that one day we will once again be able to talk to each other without old feelings and possible pent up anger getting in the way. Life goes on. Even if you hurt me immensely, I forgive you and I want someone to come into your life and make you realize the beauty in love and relationships. I hope that you learn from your hurt and your mistakes and become better and happier in the end.
Light and Love,
Ky
