This time of year is filled with minds reminiscing on their bad habits, failures, and other behaviors.

So in this season I see I've made a mistake.

I put others together and allowed myself to break.

So this time of year I have to decide on a ending,

look forward and start somehow a new beginning.

This year I spent trying to give out healings.

I did the best I could to make sure I was gentle and kind.

To make sure what I said and did was something that could soothe others minds.

My man might say I have a beautiful heart but he may not know he caused some of it to tear apart.

My family might say I make them proud, but I only did some of it to please the crowd.

The Lord may say your heart is a Christian, but I know its only because I prayed for many unknown sins to be forgiven.

So tis to this season, even though it wasn't all bad. I still found growth in this year and for that I am glad.