Hold my tears back as I erupt.
My life ain't lavish, but I pray that my mind ain't corrupt.
Tired of chasing a dream that takes energy from me.
Failure after failure is all a nigga ever see.
Why must I struggle for something that should bring me joy?
I wish I could go back to being that innocent little boy.
No more pain on my brain as I failed to succeed.
All the ones I called friends are far gone as happiness bleeds.
I can't take it anymore, I need this dream to come to fruition.
Sharp pain in my chest, leaving my soul in stitches.
Tired of chasing a dream that only I believe in.
What's the point anymore? My whole life's a dead end.