Have you ever been in a place where you want to change your entire life, but you're just not sure if you're ready? I'm in a position right now where I want to try and fix my life and be my happiest self. I want to take the risk of losing what I could gain in hopes that I'll gain more after I take a leap of faith.
Have you ever felt alone even though you're surrounded by a bunch of people who you know? Like you are invisible to them even when they look at you? I feel this way, but I don't want to anymore. I don't want to feel less than anyone else. I don't want to feel like I don't have a place.
Feeling as though you don't even matter is one of the worst feelings ever. It has me thinking a lot. Do I belong here anymore? Should I leave? Will I be happier if I go?
I feel like I'm at camp, but camp is getting boring and sad and I just want to leave.
Have you ever felt like just going home? Do you want to go home and escape the loneliness of being in a crowd? I do. I just want to be with the people that have always been there for me, and make me feel important and significant.
I think it's time to make the leap.
I think it's time to go home.