Darkness, I see you peeping through those crystal green eyes
Darkness, I kiss you on those soft velvet lips
Darkness, I feel you wrap around my body like an anaconda slowly suffocating each and every brain cell
Darkness, I love you
Darkness, you make me feel numb and psychotic but I love you
Darkness, you make my heart beat fast not because of butterflies but because your toxicity travels through my lungs deceitfully,
Yet I still love you.
Why? Why is it so hard to leave you?
Why?
Darkness, you eat at my stomach and I have no room for food
Darkness, you make my eyes swell from days and nights of hysterical crying
I love you? No, I'll leave you
I'll leave you darkness because I am strong
I'll leave you darkness because I am light
I'll leave you darkness because my heart is filled with kindness
I will thrive
I will thrive
Until your darkness is nothing but a name I once knew.