Not that I'm counting or anything, but my Disney College Program starts in precisely 22 days! It's absolutely crazy. It feels like I just got the acceptance email, and now I'm about to embark on this huge adventure in just a couple of weeks. Now that finals are over and I'm home having a relaxing winter break, it's pretty much all I can think about, and I know all my future friends and coworkers who are starting the program soon probably feel the same way. So in the spirit of it all, here are just a few of the thoughts that have been racing through my head nonstop:

1. I can't believe I actually got accepted.

2. Like is this actually real life?

3. OH MY GOD, IM GOING TO DISNEY WORLD.

4. Are my friends going to miss me?

5. Are they going to hate me for going away?

6. What if they all bond without me, and when I come back there's a bunch of new inside jokes that I don't understand?!

7. Am I going to fall behind in school?

8. I'm not going.

9. It's just not a good idea.

10. Oh wait, yes it is.

11. BECAUSE IM GOING TO DISNEY WORLD.

12. What if I don't make a single friend the entire time I'm there?

13. What if I make too MANY friends, and I can't focus on work?

14. What if they schedule me way too many hours and I'm exhausted?

15. Oh my god, I'm gonna die down there...slaving away in the Florida heat.

16. What if they don't give me enough hours and I'm totally broke?

17. Oh my gosh I need to start my bucket list.

18. This bucket list is WAY too long.

19. I should just wing it and go without a bucket list, live in the moment!

20....Imma still write this list though. Just in case.

21. I can't stop thinking of every cute picture I need to take while I'm down there.

22. I hope I make at least one friend who will follow me around with a camera sometimes.

23. Thinking of cameras, I should totally vlog down there.

24. Nah, never mind, I can't vlog. I don't have the personality for it.

25. Actually, you know what, I'm hilarious. I'm gonna vlog.

26. I'm totally not gonna tie myself down to a relationship while I'm down there. I just wanna be free and have fun!

27. At the same time, I'm gonna be pissed if I don't meet my soulmate.

28. Oh my god, I forgot to tell [insert random friend here] that I'm going.

29. I hate when people ask what the program is.

30. IT'S SO HARD TO DESCRIBE.

31. BUT BASICALLY IM GOING TO DISNEY WORLD.

32. I hate my role.

33. I love my role.

34. I'm gonna hate my roommates.

35. Nah, I'm gonna love my roommates.

36. What if my roommates hate ME?

37. IT'S OKAY CAUSE IM GONNA BE IN DISNEY WORLD.

38. How will I adjust to coming back home after?

39. What if I don't want to come back home after?

40. Is it really going to be the amazing adventure everyone says it's going to be?

41. Of course it is.

42. BECAUSE IM GOING TO DISNEY WORLD!