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This scares me..

“I still lose you…no matter how our story ends”

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Dec 01, 2024
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You are everything I have ever wanted in someone. From the body to the mind and soul. If there were ever someone so perfect to me it’s you.

This…it scares the shit out of me. How can someone so perfect exist? I don’t think I have ever been truly mad at you. You do nothing but make me feel loved each and every day.

This scares the living hell out of me. I’m so happy. I’ve never been this happy before. I see light in different color.

This scares the fuck out of me. The only color I’ve ever seen is black and gray….untill you became my sun.

Why am I so scared of this? I’ve completely fallen so Inlove with you. You make my life so amazing, so beautiful and peaceful and happy, so safe and so much love.

I’m scared of this because I know no matter what…at the end of this story I still lose. I know nothing on this earth is forever…we all go at the end of this story. Rather I lose you because you leave me or lose you because you go to the other side of this life.

I still lose you…no matter how our story ends I still get hurt. That’s why this scares me so much. This love we have, I’ve looked for it for lifetimes and now that I’ve finally found it again…I know deep in my heart I still lose and I’ll spend the rest of eternity looking for you again.

So while I have something so beautiful I’ll enjoy every moment of it…I’ll love you with every ounce of my soul in this lifetime and the next…until our souls merge back into one.

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