Take me away in a straight jacket.
Tell me about the brain cells I'm lacking.
I tried to tell the docs,
tried to convince 'em of my fears.
These walls are yelling in my ear,
can you hear them?
They would tell you
voices chew my insides
but no one believes me.
I see devil eyes when I sleep.
Dark beings roaming the streets,
the sheets have a serpent's tongue,
and the demon in my closet wants a "hug"
These walls laugh at my pain, can't you hear?
They gossip about the dreams,
snickering about screams during daylight.
Red eyes in the nighttime,
the repeated prayers,
the scent of insanity in the air.
Nobody cares,
cause nobody can hear...
Take me away in a straight jacket
and tell me it's my imagination.
I'm schizophrenic, give me medication,
dulling my senses.
I can still feel the presence.
"I have a crooked smile, why are you crying?"
"The smell of death is a beautiful thing."
That's what the voices tell me every day.
Visions etched into my brain,
are carved into the walls that sing.
They fear my sanity has decayed,
but they still can't hear the walls.
Wishing for more pain,
waiting on disaster,
its whispers turn into anger.
It hates to be ignored,
it cries for blood.
I know it's not just a phase
So I look the doc in the face
And tell him the walls would like a taste...
Take me away in a straight jacket.
Crooked smiles
turned into uncontrollable laughter,
I can't remember who the demons are after.
Misery is a pleasure to me.
Hell is a reality.
My dreams are committing casualties
and these walls no longer talk to me.
Paint chipping cold feeling,
I think these walls are scared of me.
They heard the screams,
heard the pleas.
Doc, you should have listened to me.
These walls needed to be pleased.
Hands covered in red,
I laughed as he bled.
Doc should have listened to what I said.
Crooked smile across the face,
these walls told me before
It's scary what a smile could hide...
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1. Look into Housing and Dining.
Many first-year students start off college life in residence halls, and the Housing & Dining network throughout campus often provides multiple opportunities for students throughout the year. Many buildings have student community councils that work to create policies and events that make the dorms a more welcoming home for residents. Becoming a community assistant (or the students who work the desks at the front of many halls) is another easy way to have a consistent, well-paying job only minutes away from your room.
If you really enjoyed your housing experience, consider applying to be an RLA, or, if the school offers it, help to teach the first-year community. You'll get the chance to help support new and returning students over the year, and many of these positions also cover major costs like board and meal plans.
2. Pay attention to campus postings.
This advice is more obvious, but it still gets overlooked a fair amount. Even on a busy day, taking the time to stop around campus and look at the flyers advertising clubs and events can draw your attention to something that you never would've noticed otherwise. Students on many campuses also chalk the sidewalk to catch students' attention while they walk to class. Just make sure that the event you're interested in hasn't taken place already!
3. Find common interest groups.
One way to find friends and get involved is to focus on what you're passionate about. Have you always loved to sing? Do you enjoy playing video games? Is photography your favorite past-time? Have you always wanted to join Greek life? Whatever you love devoting your time to, chances are there are organizations around school who are focused on the same thing. Check the student life section of your university's website, or stop by a student organization fair at the beginning of the semester.
4. Join an intramural sports team.
If you're the athletic type, you've probably heard of intramural sports. Often offered through the Rec Center or the residence halls, most colleges often offer various indoor and outdoor sports to take part in throughout the year. Personal favorite? Mini golf.
5. Work on a cause that you care about.
Whether you're passionate about a political group, a social cause, or a religion, working with people who value beliefs similar to yours can be an easy way to meet people, get a better sense of your own identity, and promote causes that are important to you. Look into getting involved with College Democrats, Republicans, or whatever party that you belong to. Find a club that supports social issues, from women's rights to protecting the environment. If you're religious, look into student organizations based on your faith.
6. Join a club related to your major.
Even if you're not entirely sure what you want to do after school, finding a club or organization related to your field of studies can benefit you long after you leave the classroom. From career-related workshops to conferences to professional connections, these groups have a lot to boast.
7. Get an on-campus job.
If you have the time, need to work, or want to save a few extra dollars, finding a job on or near campus is a time-effective way to build up your bank account and gain work experience. Check in your residence hall (see #1), at local businesses and offices, or make an appointment with your school's career center.
8. Volunteer.
When you're caught up in school life, it can be hard to think about the bigger picture. Volunteering your time to people (or animals/an environment) in need puts things in perspective and allows you to feel good while making a positive difference. Check if your college town has a volunteer page, or look up local organizations requesting help.
Best of luck this year! Get out, and get busy.
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