I believe in God. He knows everything.God surely listens, understands and knows the hopes and fears that you keep in your heart. For, when you trust in his love, miracles happen. I believed in him and a miracle had happened to me. I got a friend. Friends are God's way of taking care of us.
Friendship talks more than anything in this world. Every friendship story has something to say to the coming generations. More than friendship, every relation is like that. But i am sure that not all friends can touch your soul. There are only very few people who can actually touch your soul. Every one can make friends, but it is really difficult for a person to maintain the friendship. Even though they are maintaining, most of them be an adjustment. Adjustments are good, but if the same person adjust for all the time, the relation will become much worse. Friendship is not how long we have being together, not how we have given or received,not how many time we have helped each other. Its how we value each other. Not every person who values friendship so much. I am sure that if one knows the situation with no one to speaks with is the one who understands the value of friendship more than anyone. A childhood with no friends is much scarier than a haunted house.
The value of friendship is something that very few people take time to really appreciate. When you need a friend, you will realize it is how important for a person to have a strong relationship with another person. Everyone does not know the value of friendship. Some people see friends to fulfil their needs. But others see them as a way to spend time.
Even if you belong to a group of friends, you will have that special person whom you consider as your best friend. That one person who you care and trust a lot. A best friend is someone who is with you in both your happiness and crucial situations. I too had such a friend.
Once we became such closer to some person, something bad will happens to take that person away from us. Something very worse had happened to me. It was one night. I got a call. When I heard the matter I thought I was the most luckiest person in the world. I realised that am the happiest person in the world. I laughed and danced like a small child. But that happiness doesn't last longer.When ever I became so happy, some thing bad will happens to me. The next day I got a call from the same person and heard the most sad news. I thought that the day before that was just a dream.
I thought that I am so strong and bold enough. But after that incident I realized one thing that we can't be strong all the time, sometimes we just need to be alone and let our tears out. I cried, cried and cried. My pillows know my feelings and tears. No one sees me crying. It is really difficult to hold our tears. Crying is the only way our eyes speak when our mouth can't explain how things made our heart broken. But I didn't quit. I tried again to make that favourable for me, but.....
I feel like sometimes it's worse when someone moves away. Because they're still alive and well and happy. But you will hardly see them again. And it sucks. Now I know one thing. If some one is really into us, we don't have to keep begging to them for a text, call or to spend time. They will do that if you're a priority. But still I hope for the best.