Dear Best Friend,
You were my best friend, no you were my person. You were the one I thought I would have forever by my side. You told me that I was a liar, a back stabber and a fake friend. When in all reality, you were the one who had shown me every single one of those things. I thought the lies you were spreading about me were just coming from another person that was trying to pull us apart. When I found out that it was you who was personally trying to tear me down, I really for a reason.
I never in a million years would have guessed that you would ever try to ruin the great relationship that we had. But yet, just when I had a feeling that things were going south, I forgave you and let it go because that's what best friends do right? When really, I guess you were just a fake friend to me the entire time, no matter how hard I tried to fix the situation. It is still hard to believe that you would end up believing someone that you barely knew over me, even when the truth came out straight to my face.
I guess I really wasn’t your “best friend," but you surely are mine. I should say was now, because I know that you won’t talk to me again after stupid drama. I know you are happy now with all your “new friends." Remember your “new friends” were the friends that would talk bad about you behind your back and when that did happen, I would always be the one there for a shoulder to cry on and to lend an ear for you to vent. You chose them over me? Fake friends over such a real friend. I guess this is how I will have to live now.
Heart broken by my best friend, left in the dust, hurt and crying. I have never felt so alone and lost in my life. Without you I feel lost and lonely. Everyday as I watch your snap stories or raid your Instagram and Facebook just to look at all the pictures of you and your “new life” it reminds me just how much I miss you and want you back.
It’s hard to think that you would ever want someone in your life that has hurt you so much. But to have my best friend gone in a blink of an eye, you will never know how bad I desire our friendship back. You were my other half and no matter what, you were there for me. I will never forget all of the good times that we had together and all of the memories that we made. You brought me so much joy and now I feel empty without you. You knew just what it was to make me smile and to make me laugh, no matter what kind of day I was having.
I guess it's safe to say that I miss you and I want my best friend back. I know it will never be the same, but I miss your smiling and bubbly self. I know the chances of us growing close again are slim, but I hope you know how much I still care about you and I always will. No matter what, I will always be here to listen and talk if you ever feel the need.
Goodbye,
Your Best Friend
