Love isn't one sided.

Love isn't all about sex.

Love isn't only existent sometimes, or only when you need me to lean on.

Thank you for showing me everything that I didn't deserve.I didn't deserve to only be acknowledged after 11 pm. I didn't deserve to only be 'your girl' at night. Not once did you try to see me during the day. you'd say things about taking me out but you never made that happen. I wish I had realized that you telling me you loved me wasn't enough. you took a year from me. a whole year that I could've been focusing on a million other things. instead I spent a year thinking and hoping that one days things between us would be better, that we'd make it to something long term. Maybe you did too when you were talking about living together. But then suddenly you "aren't what i deserve". You were right. I didn't deserve to constantly worry about you and what you were doing with who. I didn't deserve to spend more time distraught and upset than happy. However, thank you. Thank you for showing me exactly what not to put up with. Thank you for showing me just what I don't deserve. Let's be honest, I deserve a lot more than you were willing to give me and I'm so much happier now that I've realized it.