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To The One Who Never Let Me Explain

You wouldn't let me explain, so I have to do it like this, sadly.

Katie Pruden
Jan 17, 2017
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To The One Who Never Let Me Explain,

I wrote this many times trying to find the right words to say to you. Despite you becoming angry you never let me fully explain the situation I was faced with at hand. Instead of giving me the opportunity to apologize I was portrayed as an awful human being all because you wouldn't listen to what I wanted to tell you.

So this is how I'm going to have to do my apology, which I rather do this in person or on the phone or something formal but I know that will not happen.

I understand that you are upset and angry with me, I know and I understand. The anger is a two-way street, I'm also angry with you for not letting me explain or apologize to you. Instead of fully listening to what I had to say you blew it out of proportion. The words you said to me and about me hurt me more than you know, I told you things that should have stayed between us. You have blocked me out of your life, deleted me off of social media so here I am to apologize sadly it has to be done over social media in hopes of you reading it. I understand I hurt your feelings and I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I played with your feelings, I was in a bad place during that time and I went down a bad path but then I got right back on the good one. I understand it wasn't an excuse however things happened so fast in my life.

Through the anger I hope there is understanding, I hope you understand I fell in love with from day one, He and I are perfect together, he helps me and I help him. It's hard to explain the relationship I have, with him but I do know that even knowing we take breaks, we will always be together in the end. I feel like myself when I'm with him, and I would like to think I could feel the same with another person like you, but I know I can't. After what my ex-did to me and the pain he inflicted my person makes it go away. He is also the first guy to treat me right, and he has been by my side through everything with the drama though the hardest break up of my life before him. It's hard for me to even trust people but I know I can trust him.

This doesn't mean it's okay for what I did to you, or said anything like I did. But I was confused because one minute you wanted to be with me and then you told me you liked someone else making me confused and not sure which side to believe. You had two months to ask me out, but you didn't, I am still unsure as to why you didn't. I suppose everything happens for a reason, the side of anger you displayed, in the end, made me thankful it isn't me and you doing life together. If you displayed the anger you showed me in the end in what could have been a relationship between us it would have instantly became an unhealthy relationship. I'm at the point in my life where I only want positivity.

Overall I am sorry for what happened, and I am sorry I lead you on, but you should have never yelled at me and said those things that you did. it's not right, that's not how you treat a girl regardless if you are dating them or not. It may not mean much at this point but I am sorry

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