I am sitting here in my bed watching Grey's Anatomy and I can't think about the holidays that are just around the corner. Moment of truth, I want to be a veterinarian and grades are literally everything. Sometimes it is really hard for me to focus on anything but the letters that decide if I passed or failed. To get anywhere in life for me I have to keep everything the highest it can be.

I would be lying if I said that it was not stressful. It is actually stressful as hell... But I try to not show anybody that. This is, after all, what I want: I want to help family pets get better someday and the road to get there is by far the most difficult road I will ever travel. I would also be lying if I said that I didn't have days where I question if I have what it takes, where I wonder if I can make it or if it is too much. Yet somehow at the end of the day, I make it another day. It's a miracle to me but not a miracle to the people who believe in me.

The holidays are here, and I am thinking about finals or even how next semester is going to go -- I think I'll live in the present and sit on my bed and watch Grey's Anatomy...Ciao, my friends!